30/Oct/09 - Vision/dream?

At some point during the night, I was suddenly woken up by a roar, a high pitched sound in my ear like a rocket, a supersonic jet; a loud buzzing, of Energy (?) and then I was lifted higher and higher and higher at a great speed. Everything was spinning around me, and visions, initially in black and white flickered in front of my eyes in great speed - symbols, signs, diagrams, i tried looking at them closely, trying to see whether i could identify any; some looked like heiroglyphs, some looked like algebraic equations. (I have had similar visions before - and remember saying in frustration, 'Why are you showing me all this? Things that I can't understand! Show me something I can understand!')Then there were flashes of carved sculptures, from inside of a cave? temple? can't be sure. Still spinning at great speed, still rising higher and huge amount of energy in my hands? head? can't be sure. I was afraid I would be flung around and shattered and I mentally screamed, I surrender to you God - take me where you will! and i even tried to focus on Sri Ramakrishna's face, but the speed was so great that I couldn't. Suddenly I started coming down, and I flung my arms out to hover just above the ground! Which meant that I could control my 'flight'?! The energy inside (?) me was still buzzing. I was hovering at ground level -but it was inside a courtyard of a house or the terrace of a building and I remember seeing a plant just beside me. As I looked up and rose a little higher again, I saw the city lights glimmering just ahead and below me!

Was this an OBE? was this a vision? Did the Kundalini Energy rise up again inside? and this time at such a great speed - that I was in a alterned state of consciousness?

I don't know....

In the beginning...

...what did happen?

A crisis in my life forced me to take up meditation - I had been meditating for a year when my spine started rocking, and the phenomenon just kept occuring - after a lot of reading, i finally discovered - the Kundalini Phenoment.

This was two years ago - did not keep any records but I am now starting - a diary.